Today is a lack of motivation in progress. I really don’t mean it to be… I’ve tried typing something, thrashing at my guitar, cooking, eating, and working on Uprush. None of it seems to head anywhere… everything feels just like treading water. I’m just wholly unmotivated by anything i can reach out and touch in this place, and the result is my sitting in this dumb plastic lawn chair staring dumbly at the screen while i blast Juliana Hatfield and sing along in falsetto. I can’t seem to manage to do anything else.
That’s what i get for pouring out all of my energy into one laser small focus for an entire day… now i’m just fizzled out. I can’t focus on anything.