I can’t remember the last time i’ve been this angry or this frustrated. Sometimes i just fail to see the point in anything. Christmas was nice … i didn’t give too much, and i didn’t get too much, and i was decidedly not the center of attention, which was nice to be for a couple of days.

On Thursday i have to start thinking about what i want to do with the rest of my life. I’m really trying not to think about it until then.