Dinner, dancing, wine & strawberries … except for the bit that was like the twilight zone i seem to be actually enjoying myself
Friends are neat.
by krisis
thoughts
When was it, exactly, that i decided to replace red meat as a major food group with ice cream?
The sky is so blue that it’s entirely intimidating — there is not another different color, shade, or hue to be seen past the orange bricks that make up circular rim of the building. I had intended to lie in bed while everyone else went through their morning routine, but lying there staring out into the endless blue with nary a cloud to be seen was entirely too unnerving for me. I quickly retreated to the computer, which is safely ensconced on the other side of the room — totally out of view of the window. I’m not sure why i find it quite so imposing… something about the clarity of it, i suppose.
The clarity scares me.
A quick check of the pro page reveals that my two lowest volume posting months are February 2001 and last month.
Incidentally, those are the only two times in my life during which i had a girlfriend continuously for the duration of a month.
What this says about the mutable nature of my free time, my true relationship with personal publishing, or how much i like girls is for you to decide.
They seem to be insisting that it’s beautiful outside; everyone is, that is. I can tell from here, i suppose, by the way the air in the house is still and that i am walking around in bare feet.
Caring this much about what someone else thinks of me is frightening. I’m not sure how else i feel about it.
I should open the window.