NEW AUDIO: Nothing To Say
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krisisPM: So, i’m the #5 Power Blogger
krisisPM: Still, all very much your fault
EMP750: LOL.
EMP750: Thanks. I like being blamed for things.
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EMP750: what’s a power blogger?
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i’m deciding on a version to upload as we speak
surround Fri, 07 Jul 2000 21:49:12 -0400 Capo 3rd Em D Em Cadd (asus2) I've got nothing to say - did you think it'd go any other way I've been holding it all in - asphyxiate and now i've gone astray somewhere in my mind i knew all the words i had meant for you I was trying to be kind but now i just want to hurt you... I've got nowhere to run and it's no fun - and you know i am hiding something where it won't be found deep under ground - under these sounds hiding under these sounds surround me all around my body i can't see past your light your skin this day this dimness i am surrounded i am surrounded by... i'm out of my age staring into the sun - i remember being young it's so far in my mind - it's not the same after you've spent some time out in the life it won't apologize for the scars it leaves on you and me on me yours are more obscure - looks decieve sounds... i am bitter just ask me how i taste like the salt over your shoulder this is no kindof way for me to be don't you see you and me i've got things to lay out on the table lay me down.. sounds... this is no kinda way to be i can't say say how i'd see things eye to eye maybe i can i can escape some kind of way but i haven't found a thing to say i've got nothing to say
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Viktor is entirely packed and ready to go, and yet unexplicably still very much here. Yes, him and his stupid Adult Contemporary radio station. Meanwhile, i think all of the negative energy i have been manifesting towards him (and all the non-effective passive agressiveness) has now backfired and made me sick. Yes, i feel sick. Ever since the middle of high school i stopped getting sick, but i started getting very sick every so often. This past Christmas i was couch-bound with a a fever that was over 103 degrees. I was hoping that my next near-death experience wouldn’t occur for at least another year, but i might be wrong. Either way, i try not to dwell on sickness unless i have to because that just makes it worse. I left the room to play guitar (i had been playing quietly in the room, but then he turned on the stereo and walked out) and suddenly found myself burning up. Back in the room, i feel under control. Either our air conditioner is working wonders, or i am literally making myself sick by not voicing my complaints. Just 24 more hours… 24 more hours… everyone, repeat after me, 24 more hours…
sorry for the pause, writing something:
where is the pretty face you put on for show i think you're hiding that saving grace for no good reason for later i'd hate you more if i didn't watch your every move and i will watch you put on anything you do where is that whimsied smile that you've had for years i heard all about it keeping away your fears i'd like a chance to see what those lips have wrought i think you'd owe me that if you just thought about it and i will watch you do anything you choose and i will wait for you to make your move will it ever come