wow, am i self-centered much?
by krisis
selfy-stuff
I also nearly told off the editor of the triangle after he made a disparaging comment about my “epic length reviews.” I thought better of the telling off (but not before making a few choice comments about their typical reviews), mostly because the man is a simp. I don’t mean to be too full of myself, but i’m a Journalism major with a minor in Music. I am qualified to write CD reviews, at the very least. He edits an irreverantly whiney school newspaper. He is qualified to kiss my ass. End of story. Anyhow, i figured it makes no sense for me to bitch and moan about the bastard, because i already know tons of people are reading my articles, and that they want me to be a news-writer. Bitching will be saved for my hostile takeover later this year :P,
Last night i basically told one of my directors down at the theatre that i despise production work and acting bores me. Of course, that’s all true, but i didn’t really need to be so blunt. I am so unattracted to working in theatre that i’ve began to wonder why i did it in the first place… of course, i know: in high school theatre was the only extracurricular activity that i had any semblance of seniority in. Despite putting hard work in on every other group, i either was never offered leadership or never wanted it. in college, the roles have been reversed; i have to scrap and fight for small roles in theatre, but i can go to any other activity and quickly make a name for myself with dedication and hard work. When i can be an active and valued member in the Triangle as well as my fraternity in six short weeks, it’s no wonder why i’m still not too enthused about the theatre after a whole year.
In a great instance of karma, someone sideswiped my poor guitar case with their bicycle but then turned out to live in my building. I found this out shortly before letting my building’s heavy metal door close on the shiny spokes of said bicycle’s front wheel. So, i had the chance to get one up on karma, but instead i chose revenge, and now my karma score has been reset back to 0.
That’s a sorta weak effort but… well, i’m trying to write some more because sometimes something comes out perfect. like, that middle verse … i love that! But, the song doesn’t work with it. Do i change the whole verse just for that one verse to work? not sure … listen to it and then suggest a way out