krisis

I wish i could describe to you the amount of stuff i have. It’s unreal… well, the unreal bit is that i refuse to leave anything behind when i move from one place to another. And the worst part is that mum bitches me out about it constantly when she’s been known to bring a car full of stuff with her for a three-day vacation. I’m simply very materialistic and it has an effect on the things i consider essential to my life. Before anything else, i need my computer, because every piece of important information is on it. Next comes my guitar (which is equivalent to my sanity). After that it’s a mish mosh of CDs, important papers, and clothing. I have quite a bit of all three, though i certainly know plenty of people with CD collections dwarving my own.

In further personal development, i am working more towards developing my inner bitch for times when i need her. First, though, i need to regain the intelligence that i seem to have misplaced over the years. When explaining myself lately i have shown a tendency to fall into multiple tangents before ever coming to a point, but today i saw several occasions where that was conquered. Also, i seem to have developed a flair for telling my mother off whenever she does something rather unintelligent (like locking us out of the apartment in the midst of our move), but i obviously need to extend that to encompass other people. The two ultimate tests will come tomorrow as i do combat the with the phone company for the 4th time, and when i get my schedule for next week from work. And then friday i can die… err, … rest. And then i haven’t got a day off until December. I’m looking forward to it.

I would reccomend breaking a collarbone to anyone. If you think about it, a collar is the most convenient bone in the body to break. None of that fuss with wheelchairs and crutches that you have with breaks from the waist down, no notable physical disfigurements as with facial breaks, it doesn’t constantly rebreak in the way a rib does, and you don’t lose the mobility or dexterity of an arm or hand. Of course, since your collar is connected to your neck, your back, and your arm, you’ll find plenty of ways to be uncomfortable in the weeks after your break. And, since the bone is not isolated in the way an arm is, there’s no cast (meaning that you’re break may heal slightly crooked and there’s nothing anyone can do about it).

Worst of all, even after your bone feels better you still can’t lift anything. It was pretty much a given that my left arm was around just for show in the weeks following the break, but soon i felt well enough to play guitar and soon thereafter i gained back most of my normal function. However, due to the fact that my break is still gradually healing i’ve been told by plenty of doctors not to lift anything that would put a strain on my shoulder. So, i’m basically limited to carrying things i can support from my elbow. That’s fine for bookbags or shoes, but the lack of power and leverage can be a real pain in your day to day travels. I had to sit out of games at our outdoors training for Orientation (after almost dropping someone in an attempted trust fall), and i missed much needed pay from work at the coffee shop for weeks.

As of now i can’t take out trash or mop at the coffee shop, and i’m absolutely useless at moving from place to place. I am the sort who usually tackles hard-to-transport objects very agressively, and it’s ultimately very frustrating to hear my mother whimper about moving things that i would attack without a grimace. Even though i reccomend the injury to those in the market for one, i would rather it just get over with.

I can tell you right now that the phone company are a bunch of fucks. All this Verizon B.S. just means that they’re friendlier while doing even less for you. After making three calls to them today i didn’t manage to get my turn-on date (next friday) changed one bit. Aside from internet related things, i need a phone to be able to communicate with my mother and the two jobs i’ll be working next week, so that doesn’t please me too much.

Meanwhile, job#2 (the second bit of Orientation at Drexel) is piling the work onto me via the internet and i haven’t had the time to sit down and look at it before tonite. In the next hour or two i need to get in contact with my entire group of sub-leaders and inform them of who has which of my 225 students. fun fun fun. And, job #1 refused to give me a tentative schedule early, so i have no idea when i’ll be working next week. What i do know without a doubt is that there will be at least one time that my two employers will come into conflict either with each other or with my many doctor appointments. Blah…

It seems the whole blogging world has forgotten about me now that i’ve dropped off of P.B. for two days. It’s all been a mess of trying to move into the new apartment (which is currently without phone), so i’ve not been at my computer very often.

All of my non-essential items were moved except for my furniture. So, right now my belongings here consist entirely of my computer system, two changes of clothes, my cds, and my guitar. I refuse to disconnect my computer from one place of residence before it has a place to go in the next place, and without my desk or a phone line there’s really no place for it in the apartment.