health

March 6, 2001 by krisis

Hey now, Re! Don’t make me ignore you more than i already am! But, yeah, in case you missed all the back-story, i’ve sorta been home sick for a while, and not in top form on surfing or blogging. But, rest assured that if you turn the page black again i’m flying out there to beat you senseless (though i think my girlfriend likes you now that you told May that she won’t get to shower with me. I mean… aside from the girlfriend issue, showering with May would be incredibly illegal. I mean…. i like living on the edge and all, but…).

https://crushingkrisis.com/2001/03/2660377/

March 4, 2001 by krisis

Ah, back to early Beatles. I can’t read sadness into early Beatles even if i try. It just gets dicey around “Paperback Writer” and “Eleanor Rigby.” Music is the only drug i’m on… aside from my antibiotics.

https://crushingkrisis.com/2001/03/2635002/

March 4, 2001 by krisis

This term has been like living out of my own body … a show, being sick all the time, not doing well in class, having a girlfriend. Show’s over, i’m finally getting better, i’m trying to steer my classes in an upward direction. Which leaves one element messing with my equilibrium… Shit. I hate myself.

https://crushingkrisis.com/2001/03/2634381/

February 27, 2001 by krisis

Can i just talk about some of the stuff that makes more sense once you’re actually in a relationship? Good. Okay, first of all, Undressed: that cornball MTV show where lots of too-pretty 20-somethings posing as college freshmen have lots trouble that would be solved if they would just shut up and fuck? Or, alternately, if they had opened up their mouths before jumping into the fucking? Previously the show seemed lame and belaboured, but now i actually get a kick out of seeing how twisted a situation can be before i actually it stops resembling real life. And god knows that’s a pretty twisted place to be…

Other stuff i dig more now? Ani DiFranco’s Dilate as well as most of Out of Range, all of which has stopped just being good music and suddenly is intruding into my life and siding with the players therein. Jagged Little Pill fits neatly into that category as well. Also, erm… i like sappy movies more now, because it’s fun to hit pause and make commentary before the characters do the stupid things you know they’re gonna do anyway.

God, i need to get out more.

https://crushingkrisis.com/2001/02/2558580/

February 27, 2001 by krisis

How am i supposed to tell if i have a fever onstage tonight? High temperature? Sweating? Short of breath? Feeling faint? Falling to my knees? All of these things are a normal part of my performance … just warming up my monologue and my song in my living room left me breathing hard and vigorously mopping my brow. Of course, you might argue that i’ve been feeling like that in rehearsal because i’ve been sick all along, but i say it’s the intensity of my acting. Yup. That’s it.

https://crushingkrisis.com/2001/02/2558270/