Try not to panic, but i just recorded a Trio that will be up in the next thirty minutes. Just breathe deep… it’ll all be okay. Did i mention that i just wrote a new song twenty minutes ago? And to think i was gonna go to Easter dinner…
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And now that week is over, so we’ve got to develop a new theme for this week! Howabout…. hmmm…. howabout making it all about how everything from popular music to hugging goodbye totally crushes me? We could play off the angle where my life is nothing except for what is is in terms of all that stuff that knocks me off my feet, and how i can get stuck on a single thing for hours or days in a totally irrational fashoin. Would that work? (Nearest response i can muster: “What we do every night, Pinky…”)
Wow… that’s a week i won’t soon forget. New romantic interests, bitter ex-girlfriends, new Ani DiFranco albums, stress at work, and slowly but surely becoming famous.
Of course, with me being the most un-subtle person in the world, i tend to take everything everyone else says to me rather literally. Except when i want them to be saying something to me … then i’m willing to twist words every which way in my head until i find the result i was looking for. This is why i should never be allowed to talk to other people. Just blog. Wouldn’t that fix everything?
This week was like a reward for good karma. I mean… not that i’m the nicest person on earth, but we’ve sorta established that i tend to let myself get walked all over until the very last second where i totally flip out, and that’s not too often. But… this week just felt like someone saying thank you to me for who i am – i don’t think i spent a single unhappy moment. Sure, a few of them were nervous moments, but nervous is an emotion that can go either way.