Explaining “Frazzled” to May: Like… i dunno. It’s sorta like when you have split ends in your hair, only instead of your hair it’s your whole life.
by krisis
Personal
And now it’s today. Or whatever.
In the same way that i ate a whole box of tic tacs last night, i have a huge pillow firmly entrenched on the right side of my bed. I put it there during a cleaning frenzy and didn’t really think about it, and that night when i crashed out i left the pillow exactly where i first put it down. I slept that way for a few nights, easy and peaceful, before i realized that the pillow occupied the exact spot on my bed that Selina did in hers. And, of course, illusions are easy to see through when you know what they’re really made of. But, i slept well last night anyway.
Damnit, i wanted to post that before midnight. Now i’ll feel compelled to post tomorrow. Ack… damn momentum.
I just ate a whole box of tic tacs. I don’t really know why… i don’t feel especially hungry, but i haven’t really eaten a square meal for a while now so i suppose i could use some snackage to get me up to speed. When i first moved into my house i never wanted to walk all the way downstairs to the kitchen to eat, so i just ate altoids all day. All day. I have to say, altoids are a bit better tasting and more filling then these horrid little tic tacs are, but i don’t especially mind. It’s funny what i’m capable of doing just because i’ve established momentum. Eat a tic tac, eat two, and suddenly i’m eating a box. I need to equip myself with a set of brakes, or else i’ll always be coasting down hills. Or something. Time to open up my second box…
Um, don’t be alarmed if Uprush disappears for a week or two sometime soon … due to my fucked-up finances right now i might miss the hosting bill for this month, as alluded to earlier this week. In connected news, i might be paying for the new Ani DiFranco album with nickels and dimes on Monday, since i am suffering from a severe lack of actual cash. Shit, this is starting to feel like some fucked up real-life game of Monopoly … and Amy kicked my ass at that…