this is me feeling nothing at all
by krisis
Personal
I saw Selina today. Only for a handful of minutes… i gave her a too-expensive digital video tape from last semester to use for her class. She’s in the same class that lead me to ponder how a close-up view of someones face is totally different from watching them from afar. Yeah. Anyhow, it’d been over two weeks since i saw Selina at all, and that’s a long time. Today felt right, though. We spoke as friends, we made irrelevant commentary on things, and we both had a smile on our face. Afterwards i had my first voice lesson. It all felt right.
SavvyMel on my recent trends of songwriting: “Well, after one’s suffered like…masses of depression you’re suddenly flung into a realm of euphoria or so I’ve observed. But this is freaking cool because you’re peppy songs are turning out to be great ventures of musical experience.”
Um, Mel, was that a compliment?
I had just written a huge post about how i hate to use public restrooms, but it was actually quite weird and i had no idea that the Escape button wiped out the blogger posting box. Wow… blogger is really riddled with ways to lose a post, isn’t it? God knows i seem to have found most of them…
Another quote… “She hasn’t learned to only let people into her life if she can tell in advance how they’re going to hurt her, and thus why she will be able to walk away. “