Publish? please? urgh….
by krisis
Personal
Whee! I’m back to posting normalcy and blogger won’t upload to my site! Isn’t the the story of my life…
Ah, back to early Beatles. I can’t read sadness into early Beatles even if i try. It just gets dicey around “Paperback Writer” and “Eleanor Rigby.” Music is the only drug i’m on… aside from my antibiotics.
Has “Penny Lane” ever made you cry? I’m sort halfway to tears right now, and of all the Beatles songs i could think of that’s the one that popped into my head. I think it’s the reminiscent quality of “Penny Lane” … it’s a lot like Paul is recalling it, or saying goodbye to it, but he’s not really a part of it even though he used to be. Wow, this is gonna be a depressing night for you all and I, isn’t it?
This term has been like living out of my own body … a show, being sick all the time, not doing well in class, having a girlfriend. Show’s over, i’m finally getting better, i’m trying to steer my classes in an upward direction. Which leaves one element messing with my equilibrium… Shit. I hate myself.