One of my hostees just asked me “So, have you been sad lately?”
Folks, try not too take me too seriously, and if you do, try to read more than a day of content at a time. Otherwise, i come off as much more bipolar than i actually am. :p
by krisis
thoughts
So, i’m a weakling and i want to spend more time with my theatre friends. That means i’ll be at auditions. And now i’m going to cry. But, these posts were meant to make you aware of the fact that i’m not as defenseless and rejected as i’d have you think. All of my problems are brought down upon myself, and if they aren’t that means i know how to fix them and just don’t want to. Oh, and i promise to have a trio tomorrow, i just didn’t have anything to sing about tonite.
Here’s a clue – the Minor League games are hardly ever televised. Now which choice do you think i’m gonna make?
You know what’s funny? I always bitch about how no one likes me, but it’s a lie. Enough girls have come on to me in the last year that i could have strung together some semblance of a romantic life. But, it’s all the wrong ones. The lab-partner of the girl i’m interested in, the innocent girl i find naive rather than the innocent girl i find intriguing… in fact, it even seems that one person i did fancy came on to me after the fact. What it’s starting to come down to is rather than no one being interested in me, i’m batting out of my league. Which means i’ve either got to improve my average or get settled into the minor leagues.
Gee, i’m a happy fucking camper, huh. Well, you just got the update of my main concerns in life. Notice how i left out classes and girls and songwriting? That’s because they aren’t even in consideration right now. Well… they are, but left to my own devices they are more symptoms of the problems i just mentioned then problems on their own. And, god knows they’re problems.