Which is not to say i’m not interested in anyone. I mean, what would life be without a crush or two to make it interesting? Whether anything will come from them… well, that’s the question i’ve been asking for years :)
by krisis
thoughts
Isn’t it funny how i can resist blogging all day and then start with an hour left? That’s so like me. Anyhow, AMkitchen‘s facelift was all beauty and no content, because honestly all of the breaking songwriting content is on here. If i pass my Studio final i should have tons of new content next semester (crosses fingers). Meanwhile … gosh, i don’t know. Garbage is still on and i know all the words.
Wow… getting to know the blogger behind a blogger totally turns perspective around. Some people i know now have allowed me to appreciate their sites ten times more than i used to. Others have exposed themselves as the juvenile idiots that i initially pegged them to be. I suppose it’s the same with rock stars… heavenforbid we should all know the motivation behind our favourite song, we might never listen to it again. That should teach you not to peek behind the curtain…
So, this whole semester went by without me being romantically linked to anyone. Not that this should surprise you; it’s in keeping with the status quo. However, i was sorta hoping i could finally end my 5th grade “crush” mentality and actually do something about the feelings i’ve had for someone. I did try that, to my credit. Oh well. Anyhow, it’s sorta funny, because this page is so often about me being rejected and me lusting after people, and here we are at the end of a semester and the situation hasn’t changed one bit. Ha. Let’s pretend that it’s funny. HA!
So, in the last week a lot of things changed a bit. I can’t really quantify it, but the last 7 days were rather significant in comparison to the rest of my year; it wasn’t getting into the play or getting all my work done or anything like that. It was unquantifiable change. I suppose i should be requesting a recount…