However, brad and i had a very interesting conversation, a snippet of which can be found on his page. I have to say, he’s a boy after my own heart. Which is sad for him, i know, but still…
by krisis
thoughts
Don’t even mention that i should be asleep, because i do bite. Hard. And in unpredictable places.
My life is a collection of obsessions. I don’t think there’s a way to put it more succinctly than that.
When you lean in for a kiss, it’s a moment of empathy. You can’t just be driven by your own desire, or you’ll be going nowhere. Finding that empathic moment, that’s the hard part, not pursing your lips. That’s not hard at all.
Sometimes i think it’d just be easier if i sat here and just communicated with myself and the people on the computer who i can’t ever touch. Of course, songs don’t come from sitting in a room with just yourself; you at least need issues to stew over. Not that i don’t have any issues… god knows i have issues. To be shockingly honest, i should definitely see a psychologist every once and a while. But i don’t … i couldn’t. The things that make me what i am are so buried that i barely can remember them all at once, let alone rattle them off in a chronological list. But that’s not what you do at the psychologist … of course, they aren’t the great Oracle either. They can’t answer any question you can’t answer yourself, just point you in the right direction.