Crushing Krisis

I have so much stuff. Even worse, I have so much stuff that just doesn’t fit into a packing category. I lived in the same house from age 3 to age 16, and in that time i had the luxury of storing my personal belongings in every nook and cranny of the house. I had books and toys safely tucked away in the basement, videos piled in my closet, and comic books lining my walls.

Moving out of that house was a real chore. However, i had the advantage that the whole house was moving, so i had moral support from my mother and both my cats. From that house i moved to a much cuter (but not as big) house in South Philadelphia (Philly’s most notorius neighborhood, by far). In this new house, i had my own room, and one half of another for my belongings. At first i was living out of boxes, but as my Senior year of high school wore on, i expanded to fill every niche in the room to make it feel like home. And it was home, for exactly 12.6 months.

In an ironic note, Netscape just bit the dust in classic fashion while i was reading an article about how wonderful Netscape6 is/will-be. When Netscape crashes on my computer, it leaves an illegal operation window floating in the middle of my screen that won’t go away, so i generally need to reboot to be able to use anything efficiently. Oh, the joys of Netscape.

In the “too sick to notice” category, i just returned from picking up my dinner at the pizza place across the street. On my way back i stepped between two tightly parked cars to wait for the ideal chance to jaywalk back to the dorm. Suddenly, i found that one of the car’s bumpers was nuzzling my calf. I was intrigued, but i’m not used to that sort of public display of affection from an automobile so i glanced at the car to see what its intentions were.

The driver was trying to get out of his parking space. He wasn’t very happy with me.

I’ve always wanted to be on the real world (since i’m obviously not in it) or road rules, but these new competitive shows like big brother and survivor add a whole new (moronic) dimension to everyone’s favourite mtv classics. I’ve spent many a teenage daydream wondering how i could get picked for a fashionable mtv reality show when i am neither fashionable or mtv, but besides the act of getting picked now one has to worry about survival. Yes, being the bitch isn’t so fun anymore, unless you are a bitch well liked by the viewing audience or a majority of your tribe. But then, what fun is it to be a bitch if you’re well liked? Then, there’s the problem of being too nice, which could lead to being tagged as without personality. Yes, you’ve got to balance those quirks out nice and even with the sweet moments. Of course, the dynamic changes totally on the internet…

This random wandering moment brought to you by Survivor Blog. No link!

Now that all the drama has been resolved, i’m supposed to be eating and packing. Hmm… does this seem like either of those two activities? Not really.

I’m trying to decide what other pieces of layout to implement on the blog. I might actually do away with the framed crush section, instead incorporating it all into this page, but i’m not really sure. Also in flux is the extent i want to write a “staff page.” But i’m working on it.

I work on my site in my head a lot. Really, i work on anything that i am totally immersed in inside my head rather than anywhere else. The other day i worked on a guitar solo while waiting for the subway, and last semester i composed an english paper in my sleep. Really.

I should go eat something.