Crushing Krisis

Comic Books, Drag Race, & Life in New Zealand

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krisis: go and nominate me!

sus: ill nominate you for best gay/lesbian/bisexual/transgendered weblog

Actually, i’m eligible for best tagline of a weblog (Yearns, burns, and other concerns.), best non-weblog content of a weblog site (Trio @ Crushing Krisis), best-designed weblog, most humorous weblog, best blogger-powered weblog, best-kept-secret weblog, best new weblog, & best weblog overall. I’d especially like to see Trio get nominated, because it’s what i really work on and care about. More comprehensive coverage soon to come! Thanx!

https://crushingkrisis.com/2001/01/1833192/

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A ton more new audio (totally alternate to versions found in Trio, i might add) was added to AMkitchen in the last few days, so if you’re one of the intrepid few who has been following my musical development, you might want to go and listen. But, only if you’re intrepid.

https://crushingkrisis.com/2000/12/1812049/

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Truely: Peter is motivated to assertively or aggressively gain personal recognition, status, prestige, and worth in the process of social, organizational, and/or vocational interaction with others. Peter looks for opportunity, challenge, and risk if and when odds are strongly favorable. But Peter does not prefer challenge or risk if they might result in loss of status, role, or ownership. In many vocational activities, recognition is a primary motivator and, therefore, an important asset. Peter probably understands what Mark Twain meant when he said, “I can write for two weeks on one compliment.” – courtesy of Mel!

https://crushingkrisis.com/2000/12/1811955/

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Oo… the color quiz is pretty frightening accurate for how arbitrary it seems to be. Some excerpts from my results: Pursues his objectives and his own-self-interest with stubborn determination; refuses to compromise or make concessions. … Has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and to stand out from the rank and file. … Exacting in his emotional demands, especially during moments of intimacy leaving him frustrated in his desire for a perfect union. … Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. … Takes a delight in action and wants to be respected and esteemed for his personal accomplishments. The fear that he might be prevented from achieving the things he wants leads him to play his part with an urgent and hectic intensity. … All very astute, i’d say, and certainly not suitable to just any test-taker. The amount of perma-links i’d have to reference for you to see how much sense that all makes is sick, so you ought to just re-read my entire archives to realize how true it is. Link via Brant, the Closet Boy.

https://crushingkrisis.com/2000/12/1664812/

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So, Matt ratted me out in regards to how entrancing i believe Rabi at WockerJabby to be, and through the magic of referral logs she {of course} read it. I just hope she doesn’t think i’m stalking her or anything; i just think she’s really neat.

What’s sorta interesting in the light of Matt’s accusation that i’m obsessed with Rabi is that i’m not obsessed with anyone. No one. And, as much as i whine and bitch and moan about being only obsessed with myself, i tend to fall for people. I fall hard. That’s why this is called crushing krisis … it just works on so many levels. But, not being obsessed is a healthy phenomenon. As much fun as it might be, and as conducive to songwriting as it might be, if i can’t give a girl space just within my crush on her, how could i ever realistically be romantically involved with her?

This whole lack of an obsessive center thing made it hard for me to title the new layout for AMkitchen. I joke constantly that whoever gets the majority of songs written about them on my next demo will get it named after them, but in a way it’s true; i gauge the emotional center of my current performance staples by who they’re about, and inevitably one songs becomes the center of all the others. For the majority of this year that song was “Under My Skin,” but lately i’m just not feeling it as much as i used to when i played it. So, looking at the spread of images from this past summer that are currently illustrating my website, i found myself at a loss for a name or a title song. I wound up naming the new layout ‘resolve,’ because above anything else my writing recently has been showing a sense of resolution. I feel resolved, and I have resolve. Resolve.

https://crushingkrisis.com/2000/12/1634316/