Comic Books, Drag Race, & Life in New Zealand
by krisis
Ha! Jack captures that wonderfully blissful feeling of not knowing or really caring who any of these hot new bands are. Creed? Lit? Papa Roach? Everything after Weezer is mostly just a blur, if you ask me… (Hey, given the layout he has going, don’t you think Jack should probably do a Trio every week? I sure do… i mean, hell, if i could look that groovy and set up some mics in my apartment i’d be doing Trio every frickin’ night! But, i digress…)
by krisis
You know what i totally don’t understand? Trying to be someone you aren’t (ie: more attractive, less obnoxious) to try to lure someone into your personal web of romance. Sure, it’s nice in theory, but if you have any serious intentions with someone would you really think you can hide those awful character traits forever? Face it, babe, the annoying laugh or the fact that you actually aren’t charming at all are going to be obvious any day once you finally get a relationship going. Call me naive, but i’d rather just stay honest straight through the day and meet someone that way. It’s bound to happen eventually…
by krisis
by krisis
You might point out with an ironic tinge to your tone that i pour out my heart here, and that’s why i feel so lacking in the rest of my life, but most of what i say here is the sort of thing you find out in the first ten minutes of conversation with me every day. I’m sorta just here… no awful inner conflicts or anything, just standing here. I almost want to feel the piercing pain of my broken bone again just to remind me what the difference is between hurt and happy, and so i have something to talk about. Feel free to point that out to me the next time i bitch about getting hurt…
by krisis
A search through my archives for the word ‘girlfriend’ comes up nearly empty-handed, and certainly the finds it makes are irrelevant. I said somewhere a few months ago that i just wasn’t ready to make room for anyone else in my life, but i think at this point i need to make room for someone. As it is right now, i have all of these friends who i love very dearly, but hardly any of them feel as close as i want them to be. None of them are a person i’d confide in, because frankly i have nothing to confide. I’m so extroverted within my circle of friends that there aren’t any hidden impulses for me to divulge in late night phone conversations or in the back of class. I wear my heart on my sleeve and it’s left my chest empty. So, maybe i need to make room and find someone, anyone, so that i can feel truely close to someone again. But… how can i get close when i’ve got nothing of my own to give back except my ears? That might be enough to keep someone else around, but it isn’t enough to keep me…